Sunday, March 12, 2006 ((:
moving on
not wanting to let go
dont wan to say goodbye
so many feelings to deny
not wanting to let go
but still caught up in the past
hoping these feelings will change
believing these feelings will not last
afraid to start all over
scared to move along
knowing that these feelings cant last forever
realising these feelings are all wrong
crying behind close doors
hiding beneath my mask
only to die a little inside
relieving the sheding of my true self
doubting my thoughts of true friends
clouding my mind with apprehension
hypocrites some might perceive
not knowing who to believe
so i just cry
and cry some more
until i care no more or able to cry no more
silence just takes u away
how u wish death could comfort you
cheers
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11:41 PM
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