Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ((:
this few days is super sucky. guilty as charged. patience always stop short. its always my fault to kick up such a fuss. in the end bringing our spirits down. smething jus snaps in me. so don try to mess with me. i m serious. violence cannot solve anything. wad u see is onli my 50%. gd luck if u do the same mistake to me agn. i cant stop myself. till the guilt sets in. eats into my heart to see u suffer. stupidness it is, looking back at it agn. sorry seems pointless, too mild a word. it cant atomb for my sins, neither can it erase the damage inflicted.
fear is a weakness
anger is a burst
anger causes fear
fear causes anger
to hell with both
"sorry" cannot undo what i had done,
so i pay my dues by giving u my life, my soul, my happiness and lastly i give u my heart
may all last well.
till the end.
is there a end?
let there be not.
sorry.
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10:55 PM
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