Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ((:
damn taxing. wierdly yes. it seems lyk u can really live as nth happens, bt actually u cant. really duno how, really dun know wad can i do. is it all my fault all the time? seriously i dont knoe.
who can i turn to, when i have no one?
ironic, indeed.
i've hurt the one.
who can i turn to?
there's no other substitute.
what a perfect song...
"It's hard to believeThat there's nobody out thereIt's hard to believeThat I'm all aloneAt least I have her loveThe city she loves meLonely as I amTogether we cry" Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppershow can i change?
follow the zephyr
its where i drew blood
runoff
i gave my life
i want a perfect soul
you kept me high and dry
elton says it all
my blues
the red is on
wish on
everybody's changing
displaced
one last
its ok u dont understand. neither do i. its all random. its the saddest times when u write the best stuff. don bother me. i jus wan to be inside me. i like it. don bother. its an art trying to block out and empty all ur feelings. a balloon will burst smeday. there's no safe place one cld hide. i lay down my arms. srry. going to war is not a solution. in the end, one side bounds to have more casualties. srry.
we can cry together. i would.
"When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eye. You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry. You float like a feather, in a beautiful world. I wish I was special, you're so fucking special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here." Creep by Radioheadsrry ppl aint in the mood. if don understand. jus read. don ask. jus forget it. peace.
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